One thing I've realized about myself is that all my stars are in their right place. Astrology is an interest I recently picked up from my father. I found some old books that he's had in storage since about the early 80's. Everything from Astrology and dreams, to extraterrestial life and psychic powers. I never really thought of the old man as being young once; with a young mind and thirst for knowledge. Not just knowledge, but pretty much everything in the world. I was born May 8, a Taurus. I could have been born on any day really, but somehow May 8 would be my day; 2 months premature, I don't think of it as just a coincidence. I was born very ill, with not much of a chance to live, but somehow I made it through that night of May 8. 5 and 8 are considered to be among the luckiest of numbers in Eastern culture and philosophy afterall. Almost 19 years later, not much has changed, and my stars are still unbelievably accurate. Just now I came across this big headline in the aol news with a picture and everything, about how the full moon tonight is supposed to have a great affect on the stars. It reads like this.
"The Scorpio/Taurus Full Moon, of which we will start to feel the effects on the evening of April 27, is a powder keg, triggering strong emotions. Tempers could flare as the Sun and Moon trigger stubborn Mercury in Taurus and feisty Mars in Leo. Words carry tremendous power now to heal or hurt, unite or divide. Impatience is likely, and impulsive purchases, flirtations or jealousy can get you in hot water. Keep a cool head at this Full Moon, and find a healthy outlet for your passions. What might that look like for you?
Taurus (April 20 - May 20)
A family matter or domestic improvement could trigger a heated debate between you and a partner at this Full Moon, Taurus. Your famous stubbornness is less effective now than your equally famous charm, as you're called upon to be the voice of reason and calm someone's fears -- especially those of a financial or sexual nature. The key is to join forces rather than work against each other -- doing so will reap magical results over time."
I was stubborn today, and I did have a heated debate as the horoscope says. Then I laughed about the part where it talks about my "charm". Then I realized that it's not so crazy to think that maybe I do have some charm. If not charm, I do radiate some sort of comfort and ease for other people.
I stayed in school late today, and by the time I left, the sun was beginning to set. As I walked out of the building, I heard my name. I turned to see an old friend I had not talked to in over a year. Like most people do, we caught up on things, and ended up talking for about a little over an hour. We talked about several things, mostly things about his new life after high school. The thing about men is that we don't really like to ask for advice. The tone in his voice gave me the impression that he was unsure about his new life. So I offered my advice, not up front, but in a way that he could still keep his pride and still know what to do. By the end of our conversation he seemed more confident in the next steps he wanted to take. I know I helped him, but I didn't think too much of it. Later I logged on to myspace, and found four new messages from four girls I had not talked to in a while. They started with "Hey how have you been?", and then some ended up asking me for very personal advice, and some confessed they just needed someone to talk to. One told me that I have always known what to say. I didn't think too much of that either. No less than an hour ago, I received a phone call from someone in need of comfort, and although I hesitated to do so at first, I put her life and feelings in front of my own. Maybe it was my irresistible charm provided by the full moon of august 27/28. Or maybe it wasn't. I do know however, that I will be hearing from her again, and I'm somewhat looking forward to it. Then right after, I came across that article on the horoscopes affected by the full moon tonight. Everything just always seems to fall in its right place for me.
Astrology is just something I'm interested in and nothing more. I'll never know if my good luck and accurate horoscopes are just a mere coincidence. I've been told several times that I have all the qualities for success and leadership. Some psychic lady came up to me once and said that I would have a major influence in this world. She didn't want any money, she just thought that she should let me know. I thought she was crazy. I was 16. It's almost May 8 once again, and I'll be 19 this year. About the same age as my father when he was into Astrology. He told me the other day about his life when he was my age. I don’t think he ever got to live out his dreams, however I know he’s very content with his family. But I’m not the type to settle without having what I want. I’m stubborn like the bull after all. I didn’t give up on that day I could have died, and I won’t give up now either. I was brought to this world with every chance to excel, and I have done so my whole life and that is what I plan on doing. I don’t take astrology very serious, however it’s nice to think all your stars are in the right place. The stars given to me on 5, 8 have always told me to go out and get what I want. The world is there for the taking, I might as well.
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